~I called my SS case worker twice on Monday, but no joy. I stressed all night until a few minutes ago when my money finally hit the bank. I'm not angry with her. Their hours have been cut and with this shut down bullshit they were probably swamped.

h00f I'm fucking burnt to a crisp....

~Goddess Fuck, I'm worn out. I slept hard, but my body aches from stress tension. Nothing more is going to happen this weekend as I have nothing more left to do anything with ( Read more... )

~I'm so fucking exhausted my body hurts. And that is annoying me because I'm just too fucking tired to take care of the two things I wished to take of this evening.

I had decided around 7ish this morning that I wasn't going down to Lancaster to get the coconut oil today. I simply didn't feel up to it. I lay down again around 9ish, but only lay ( Read more... )

~It is presently 79° and 34% humidity. It is supposed to drop to 74° early this morning. The coolest it has been in the past two weeks is 78°. All the 104°'s and 105°'s predicted for the next few weeks have been replaced with 98°'s and 100°'s. I certainly hope so ( Read more... )

~It seems the night before last, when I took my various meds, I dropped my Happy Pill. That more or less accounts for my total meltdown yesterday. I'm pretty much on the edge anyway and that just tipped me over ( Read more... )

...we're back.

Details to follow.

...we got approved. Details later.

~I wrote up a letter 'from Le-Le' to the park manager yesterday giving her the 411 on the sitch here. It included That Woman's snail mail addy and phone number plus a copy of the stipulation. It said 'I don't own this house any more, talk to this bitch,' more or less ( Read more... )

~I'm thinking of going full-on Cave Mode today. I still have the heavy drapes down keeping my room fairly dark. I'm just plain worn out ( Read more... )

~This shit is driving us both crazy, especially this new bullshit from Kern Co Tax Etc. All too often when I'm trying to chill, Le-Le is all wound up. And then when she's trying to chill, I'm all wound up. The latter was going on tonight. *sigh*

I'm even having a hard time getting into crime drama, which is a Very Bad Sign....